Thursday, March 31, 2005
oh no.
my childhood fear of bubble lifts has resurfaced again.
it jus rejuvenated at j8 when i took e lift to e fourth level to buy pick.
and im super careless again.
always misplacing my pick.
came home rather late today.
cos i spent my time at cristofori going thru grade 7 &8 theory specimen papers.
they jus have a slight modification in e first 2 qtns. but last part is still e same
and i bought a transparent LIME GREEN jim dunlop hard.
quite nicee.
i've found a new interest after ss today,
which is political studies.
wonder if it is available in uni..
hmm..
and tmr is april fools day.
gonna swop classes..
but i still like e fake orbituary info.
actuallie we planned to fake mrs gns tat someone from our class died and e face appears on e ob page in e straits times
but due to objections..
e idea was scraped.
awww....
ytd.
i was e model for ee lings art project layout.
i find e violin so amusing.
it intrigues my childhood passion for it.
vanessa mae inspires me ultimately.
red hot mix.
do listen to tat.
its darn nice.
electric violin.
ive many childhood dreams unfulfilled.
i'll mention them in due time.
its sad to see them vanish into thin air.
all unfulfilled cases..
imagine if i jam on those drums..
learn e violin professionally.
and do a glissando on a flute.
i'll be e most happy gal!
and at e same time, musically INCLINED!! :))))
even better than e best musician in this scoo.
tat means to say i know a WHOPPING total of FIVE INSTRUMENTS!!!! :))
wooooohooooO!!!
hells man..
so i will start realising my dreams now..
but i don noe y i prefer not to be a musician in e near future.
hahaha.
mum still not bac yet..
don noe where did she went..
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:52:00 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
er. did i went out on gd friday?
i seriously forgot.
now y do i mention tat?
cos i wanna blog about e wkend.
i guess im old.
lol!
okie.
ohh. i rembered that i was at home now.
slacked throughout e day.
making marcoroni soup and salad.
yummmy!
went to church in e evening.
super freezing though.
but it feels like gd friday.
ahhh...
gb enrolment was on e nxt day.
mybe it was cursed ytd.
halfway thru e outdoor parade, e rain came in.
haha.
but it was a gd and unforcasted break for us yea.
awards for 2004
best nco : ng minyi
best pioneer : png yiye
best improvement award: diana teo and audrey
best senior : alexandria
best recruit : aneeza
me?
nah. nothing.
lol!
didnt expect anything for myself.
haha
serious :D
as i look back on my past in gb.
sec one - im jus a kid.
nothing to aim for.
not e enthu kind of kid.
jus getting by in gb like e days in pri school (slack coy)
sec two -
on e verge of quiting gb.
felt like i was being left out or something.
wasnt given anything to do or wad.
at e same time ms tay was like super bias to those gd ones.
ALMOST quitted gb but im glad i didnt.!
haha
sec three.
was more involved.
got to interact and work more with my peers.
i thin tat was becos i was promoted, thus given more task.
i remb. e first time i played guit for gb wasnt on a normal meeting but on gb fun day'04.
tat was e first time i appeared with my guit serving gb when i actually know how to play it one or two yrs bac.
frm then onwards, i started playing for devotion.
since now i've been in e devotion comm.
sec. four
last yr already.
i thin im gonna miss gb.
i feel quite empty inside.
but im nv gonna deny tat gb has been a part of my life.
although there were joys and laughters, tears and disappointment.
we have been thru it all.
i admitted i've been super slack even though i was given alot of opportunities.
but i pass them all.
i love e notes those girls took e effort to wrote.
every single piece.
and e photos in e box.
thanks a million for e SUPERB and priceless gift!
- to those who have contributed to it.
-flashes my million watt smile :D:D:D:D:D:D:D to them and everyone.
i love gb 28th coy!!
mum found her beloved stuff.
like thank GOD!
but not my dumb brother.!
haha.
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 3:39:00 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
finally blogging appears on my dictionary.
i've failed to be a constant blogger cos of e comp's fault.
*stares hard at my laptop
recieved some bad news today.
i need ta go to tan jee yans maths remedial.
ok. its my own fault tat i didnt study for maths common test and e second test.
if i had studied them, i wouldnt have to end up in this sickening situation..
besides tat, statistics doesnt comprise a heavy weightage in e o levels .
its vectors they should concentrate on.
-sick-
i felt quite cheated in e sense tat one friend lied to me about her marks .
she did better than what she told me.
everyone told me that she was just being humble.
i accepted it.
yea.
but if ure humble in ur character, i wouldnt put u in e kind of boastful category
if u had told me e truth.
shes humble btw.
but i dont know what goes ard anyway.
i feel so dead now .
i cant seem to catch up with certain subjects like chem.
i dont understand how to calculate e concentration of moles.
even poa.
partnership acts, current accts and e previous one tang nehneh taught.
fnn.
coursewrk.
everyone did so much for TA
but not me .
-unleashing e morbid side of me-
i thin tat its time for me to change my temp.
but im lazy too..
so someone jus hlp me .
i notice tat guides teacher always treat their guides gently, but not e same for brigaders.
haha.
im so glad tat my blog is locked .
not anyone can read it .
can anybody see how swt privacy is?
arhh ........
i hate everything about you. (i didnt meant it)
i hope perfect ten jus quickly airs this song
so i can dedicate it to certain ppl.
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 4:30:00 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
guess whos back?
magdalene lah!
its been 29473872yrs since ive blogged.
feels so gd to be back now.
comps alright now.
gonna go town to buy yiwen's bag today.
like a finally.
hope she doesnt mind.
coincidentally,
shes catching a movie in town with her pri. scoo cussie.
e cute boy at her frenster pic.
received a very early msg frm hannah today.
luckily i heard e vibration under my pillow.
if not she would have to wait for lj's no. one hr later.
love me when im gone..
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 10:57:00 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
it seems like i only blog once a week.
hee.
e freaking sun was dran hot this afternoon.
it shone onto my totally black boots jus now.
oh no! its catching fire.
samuel tan is a fire hazard at chem lab today.
he doesnt know how to unscrew to open e hole for e bunsen burner.
e fire was totally burning at e gas tap which is made of plastic and at e rubber hose too.
gosh!
so retarded.
nv seen anyone so stoopid before.
i mean far too retarded lah.
i was scared tat my dear shirt would be caught in e fire which was blowing directly at my back.
it would burn but not those hose n gas taps.
they have high melting point but not my shirt anyway.
mr chua was cheesy today.
cos when i was eating my cheese bread during assembly in 4 love,
yiwen called chua to our place to ask him somethng.
den when he explained finished to her.
he mumbled something under his breath.
here it goes:
'magdalene, dont thin i dunnoe tat u are eating ah.'
wahahahas!
i thot he didnt noe .
noticed tat he is getting cheesy nowadays.
ya.
i told ya im always super tired on fridays.
i must start speaking, writing and typing in proper english now.
i dont wish to blame anyone for my speech of pidgid english.
though i really wish to blame it all on my mum,
cos shes e one who caused my slurring english.
shes always speaking to me in mixed hokkien n el.
if she uses a phrase of el words.
be prepared for improper el.
i just hate it when ppl speak to me in those el or when i speak to ppl in an improper manner.
see. typing these alone shows u my mistakes
but minus those obvious mistakes which are really obvious cos i dont like to check my post.
i've got e beauty n e beast song scores.
now, i can entertain n drown myself in e melody.
almost here - delta goodrem n brian mcfadden.
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 9:52:00 PM
